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SMSA-ians Gathering....

Thanks for those who come and brought food. You all made my day & I am really sure that after this gathering we might not see each other for a long time again. Back to school, work, uni & etc etc.

For so long I have not feel this happy & laugh this hard... I feel belong again! Next year, we should do it somewhere else and during weekend lah ah~~ So we can do it earlier, you know curfew bah mun buat di rumah2 ani... Weng~ To my parents we are all still kids, normal lah tu Parents kan...

Thanks to those who come and brought the food and yg bawa parut kosong:

Guys: The big guys: Jason, Nabil, Agym & Gmax (jgn ijap aku drive bahhh). Razdy (ko jahat!), Omar (ko pun jahat sama aku!!!), Syaza, Jambri, Nazmi, Aiman, Nirul, Bob, Hambri, G-min, Huffy

Girls: Pij, Aimi, Waniks (You are still one hot momma!), Wan "Coke" - (ampit kah ko tadi?), Stels, Didah, Amoy, Zaty Horsey, Efna (bila ice-cream ah?)

Did I forget anyone?? If I do, I'll add your names up sooner, don't worry.

Special thanks to: Nurul & Atan, Anti Siah, my mom too


Pictures pending... :) Well I think I'll update on this sooner...

Thanks for the nights you all SMSA-ians -- it meant a lot to me and everybody else! :D many thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If only

... you knew how it feels to keep it low ...
... you knew I never meant to ...
... you knew none is anyone's fault ...
... you knew you meant a lot to me ...
... you knew I fell for you ...
... you knew I miss him being close to me ...
... you all knew how the heck these feelings are killing me deep inside ...

--different feelings for each of my 1001 worries --

Count me in, you all rocks!

I am really packed for the whole day. First – Peach I am sorry I did not get to you as soon as I was home. I picked up my sister from school earlier than expected, since her Geo teacher cancelled the class. X( We went to KB town for a “mission” and errr we bought drinks from Jollybean! As usual Coffee & Cookies with pearl... And Nabil though you pay for the apple juice, you still owe me this. 2 kan u janji? Wengs~ wengs~ wengs~ (my new sound effect). Then off to Pustaka Remaja to photocopy all these documents for my CRB (Criminal Record Bureau) form. PS: I am not a criminal bah Newcastle Careers Service!!!!

Then from KB I rushed back home around 3.30PM – once home, I have been trying to call my nephew and niece in UK on Skype (there were technical problems) – but unsuccessful. Why you can only see me but I cannot see you eh!!?? So so biasalah janji Malayu kan – I came late for the Wazirian’s Girls Gathering, was there about 4.05PM maybe. I am glad some of us turn up & ada yg inda turn up atu jgn tah worry we will meet again... to those who “andang” cannot turn up coz you are somewhere then we did not forget you ok? Seriously Mizz where the heck are you!?
Thank you Zita “hantu wa mata mu aaaa”, Saf (unpredictable jua u ani sometimes), Lalitha (you horny bitch!), Linna (seriously contact my sister if you straighten hair again), Siaw Yen (wow, you are still the “talker”), Filah or as I call “Phil” (you made it! Thanks. You I love, ehe), Eqah (you damn hot chix, nda marah si Zul arah aku nie? Wengs~) – you girls made my day! Picturessss please!!!! – we were at the beach till kinda night :PP

7.05PM – rushing getting ready to go for another “date”. I drove to pick up Enong (love you babe)! To go for perayaan di KB ah! Lucky we got car park at NBT... yay! Talked to her, had dinner with her (Ahads Burger ROCKS!!!!). I met Ummi there, hi Ummi!!!! Bila inda busy hang out lagi ok? Then we went to see some of the performance. Met some old friends and juniors. AND among all of people, I met Helmi and Aimi moi Bitchhhhhh....... Seriously I am glad to see you both!! And Enong thanks for being with me whole night listening to my rants... :)
11.00PM drove back home... daddy msg dah~

Anyways I am happy to see some of you at random place.
Pictures will be uploaded when I got them in my lappie.
Woot~ Woot~

not cool

I am sorry to those who did not know about Wazirians Girls gathering today, I have sent e-mail, msgs and hoping some of you spread the news to the others. & we all were hoping to see all of you turn up! I did my best. And getting all these "upsetting" msgs from MSN, and mobile phones are not cool at all.

I do not have to deal with friends who I trust and value the most throwing such allegations to my FACE. Some of the things does not have to be personal invitations and sometimes it is not my own responsibility to inform every single thing to you. I respect you as a friend so please understand and do the same.... I am sorry but I am really disappointed with these matters.

If we are really friends... which you value the most? not getting invited personally by me (when its not my plan) or throwing these allegations to my face? You decide. I am done apologizing and explaining....

Thank you for understanding me that much and judging me this way.. I am really done admitting things I did not do on purpose...

Signing out...

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still have the cold. I saw Alif's and Emie's video on their blog -- I am impressed, very deep indeed :P and I am glad things work out so well for them :D also to Lydia, hehe. u still owe me a "cover story"... aahhh being random again. :)

I really can't wait to go to Korea... *pause*

if... I go this September... at least I see him before he go for army. and for another 2 years... we might not be able to contact each other... no one knows what'll happen after 2 years anyways. so I rather go this September and enjoy every seconds with him... you will be missed Jagiya. :)

i am looking forward for the gathrings and all. tonight perhaps i am going to perayaan with one of my close friend -- Enong. since i promise her lama dah kan... so i better... :) see u later tonight darling...

yesterday went to C.A Mohd, Seria with Saf & Zati -- to be honest your car is hot Saf!! it is great to see you again darls. if anyone stalks you again -- tell me! too bad tani nada gambar sama2. but later baik tah vain!

guess im going to sleep again now... this cold is really bugging me :(

Unwell

If only you know I miss you so
If only you know how much you meant to me
& if you knew -- just let me be the one for you

Today, Pij was here. Glad she was there for me! I had enough people making up stories. So whatever (you know who you are Mr....). I feel so not good today. Woke up late till Pij came into "my room"... God I looked terrible.
I'll upload some photos on my weekends soon perhaps.

Love, Bebs

PS: To all the Wazirians please confirm with me if there is actually reunion this Wednesday!!! I myself cannot contact you all personally, so please spread the words!! Thank you very much.

To my Dearest Friend

There are many things we do not understand in this life... I usually don't.

To fall in love is so easy~ but to keep on loving someone is never been easy. Keep your spirit high & do not change a thing about you coz changes do not make anything any perfect... Time will tell what our "other" side of life should be.

To someone (you know who you are) -- I do not need to be blamed for not telling you about all this plans. You are not even left out by me. It was a plan & about to tell everybody. You are not the last person to know. We all would love to have you there with us if there is any possibilities! I am really sorry from the bottom of my heart... All I hope is you not to think I left you out. All of my friends are my priorities. Somehow, you thought I ditched you... That hurt me the most! Whatever you think the gathering is all about -- it is just to get all of us together like before, coz I miss those times.! Don't push and make it harder for me. Sorry... :(