Management

some random pictures while I am too bored to revise my notes -- it was too much for my precious "damaged" brain... (Dedicated to all of my Family in Brunei -- something for you guys there, I am fine and doing better here. Despite all the things that I hate here -- stupid drunk English bastard & filthy kitchen and toilet. Also I am damn sad that Seng and Gaelle will be leaving soon -- the two person who is sensible and mature enough to teach me to "grow" up and stand on my own.)

more Widemere Lake trip picture will be up soon after my exam :)

too bored too long too much

3 down and 1 more to go. the exam today was not so bad, thanks to my background and business teacher. It did help me a lot. The 90 MCQ questions were not that hard, considerably "anwserable"... LOLS

No I am not going back to Brunei anytime soon -- sesiapa yang kan sponsor aku balik please derma aku ah. lols. To enong jgn tah antar arah address lama ku. I will be at my friend and travel around europe sampai September 2008 pastu baru ku balik ke Newcastle and settle down, AND I will not live in that hall anymore (leaving for good).

OK people, I bet Economics will be bloody hard, just looked at my MCQ tests result -- bloody messed up. I am going to study really hard today :) I have to get another 40% for this one. Goodness.. 

Anyhooooo -- talk to you guys sooner.

Love and miss you all IN BRUNEI DARUSSALAM

You are you

Greetings to all of my family members and friends.

Datin -- Thank you for all your support and prayers I really appreciate that. When I feel down and low, I read all the letters and cards you send to me. That's the least I can do for now. AND I do hope you write me more letters with all the updates at Brunei D.

Atan -- My beloved and whacky brother! How are you doing? Yeah It kinda upset me for few days knowing "Pwincess" is dead. It is time for them to go, they deserves a better place. And YYES! YES! YES! Aku mau main DRUM!!!!! OH MY GOD, you dapat DRUM for BIRTHDAY present! MA PA Aku mau restaurant yang jual Lamb Chop for my 22nd Birthday!!! uwaaaaaa!!!! and aku mau amah jua, wahahahahaah, tukang urut... hahaha.

Z197 - Zu is that you? Miss you too

Zati - Unfortunately duit tidak ada Zat, Bah abis ku exam aku transport diri ku ke luggage mu.

Accounting ??

Gosh, my balance sheet did not balance. Well all the best.... for me... :( 3 to go!!!!

DAMN YOU HENDERSON HALL

OI FIX THE BLOODY HOT WATER QUICK BAH! I WANT TO SHOWER NOW NOW NOW!!!! GOSH!!!!!!!!

BOH! My exam is tommorrow -- honestly I am not sure if I am ready or not. Goodness -- I better be READY! Eh I need shower waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

goodbye forever

My beloved "gender-confused" Pwincess Hamster died long time ago I suppose. I just knew it today. No one told me earlier though I asked a lot of times. He had been a cute and fluffy hamster I've ever had... Pwincess, when I come back, I will not see you again but memories... I am sorry I was not there for you...

Well... It has been a very sad days for me. For the last 3 days I have been trying to fix my Baby (laptop) from breaking down. Guess somewhere and somewhat it was broken - not able to boot up, making strange noises. For now I have a couple possibilities what is wrong with it.

• maybe the RAM is not installed properly OR moved... Do not know how the hell that happen
• The keyboard perhaps boken
• the last possibility is I forgot... lols.

Yep, Pwincess is dead, Baby (laptop) is in deep shit. Honestly, I have not been revising that much for now. I do not know why... Perhaps too lazy... Thinking too much of missing home and family. Also I just feel a bit behind from everybody back at home. I know you guys do not want me to worry... I just hope when I come back, everything will be fine... I am not ready to know anything sad or shitty.

Today - almost all of us cleaning the kitchen. I did not do much coz I only use the hob for cooking. Everything else I bring back to my room... and WASH them! Gosh, for once it looks like a KITCHEN with 2 SINKS and WIDE working space! Where the hell you girls (who do not clean) been living?

Better shower now... and do some revising. Do not want to screw my exams that bad... 40% ! I need that 40%!!!

Latest picture?

Here you go, me with nothing much a change though. Seriously Lydia! I have to get rid of my damn FLABS!!! I'll show you what is under this T-SHIRT, hahahahaha!

* I am still who I am - Dark.Punkish.Not yet stylish *

sunny....

Wow! I am blogging again! darn, I am just bored and slacking off from revision, which I suppose to do NOW. Seriously what the hell is the matter with me? Nyeh... who cares... Lets talk about today, OH MY GOODNESS, the weather is so sunny and I am heat up!!! Sweating like a pig (cute ones). Honestly speaking, I do not know how to handle if I am coming back to Brunei. Though I really miss the weather there. Air conditioner, cold showers.... Ahh miss those. But still, I have been living here for a while and used to the warm weather here... Not to be arrogant or anything, just thinking how sweaty I can get in Brunei.... hehe must be buckets of them!

People are Barbecuing outside, sun tanning - ME? trying to finish off all this stupid e-portfolios and reading. Not meant to do this. At the same time, I am trying to get a job here. Why nobody wants to HIRE ME? I need the cash baby! Sigh!

Now and then, I still have this "homesickness"... bet some of you guys or girls out there do to right? looking at the bright sight, I will meet Lydia soon!! (my motivator and a best friend!!) -at Cardiff! I will be bloody broke this few months. Do not ask why or how, I have no idea too! :(

Today's event in one of my typical day

• There was no BUS1005 workshop unless you need help, why your e-mail has to be damn hard to understand? Make it simpler will ya? 
  
• I have GAPS and blanks in my Marketing Information Practice portfolio, Damn it!
• Bought Millie's cookies again for £5.99 (18 cookies)
• Went to Esquires and bought myself Mocha Frappe & hoping it is better than Starbucks - The taste? Sucks! Just crushed ice taste, where is the Mocha-ness taste? Wasted £2.85, drank half of the regular cups due to money reason!!
• Walking really quickly to home coz the day was so "panas"... Now home at Erin's room, she got stable internet connection, that's why. she might hate me by now :P

That is all for now folks. I like this green colour.. Very lime-ish... to everyone in UK:

"I pray for all your success... and win this battle :)"

No more updates

Hey everybody, I will not be updating this blog till exam ends. There are so much things have been going on in my life. I do not know where to start. Definitely will do my best to share it with you all. For now, all I need is blessings from my parents & family, pray for me to get a good result... Everybody - I need life-support here, it has been hard year for me... If anyone of you wish for something, think hard if this is what you really want... :)

Homesick

Lonely

Broke

Bad weather

Exam attacks

Lifeless

Emotionless

Dead inside

* Broken hearts and torn up letters*