Reunion

2 of the angels are with me now... after for so long missing them -- at last reunite. Like always they can just made my blood boiling and most of the times they made my day. They are all grown up...

Sneezy....

Okay! This is freaking annoying! I have had cold for almost a week now... Like we both keep on sniffing... Gosh that's disgusting... I ate my medicine every day and it is not helping me.

The weather today is quite sunny, yesterday was sunny and WINDY

It has been weeks now... wonder what he is doing there back in his hometown. I miss him... the most...

We both have no plan today -- so guess we are just going to kill the time & watch America's next top model online again... Or perhaps something else...

I will post some pictures sooner...

Love,
Bebs

CARDIFFFFFF

Today was a fun day out with Lydia! We had so much fun.. I laughed so hard and too much -- err loudest too.

My objectives were not just going out and enjoying Cardiff-ish environment, of course... LOL to "Cuci Mata". Banyak jua la abg-abg yang not bad, ada yg HOT... Ada Abg Cina, Ada Abg. Strada ( sal he works there & this guy is so a package) but nothing beat Moi (my) Seng Hwan :P:P

I do not really like walking, But since Lydia insisted to burn all this damn fats -- So I did! I was sweating and "ampus" coz Lydia walked faster than me. I don't know what is she made up of. Gosh.

I really Love Cardiff, The buildings are really nice and the environment is not bad at all, Cardiff is in my Favorite places list. I definitely come here again, perhaps Lydia and I should go to Swansea next time.

We are not sure what to do today - pre-plan was going to the National Meseum of Cardiff and "washing eyes".. Window Shopping... at the City Centre perhaps. I got cold again for the 5th day. I am really happy here being with Lydia, after for so long not meeting her.

Enjoy all the pictures, we went mad, crazy & the important thing is we both had fun & enjoy each other company. Ly, I must say I am glad to have you as a friend...

Well all the details are in http://www.lydia-choclover.blogspot.com/ -- if you are interested to know what happen. This is just an addition to it.. :P

At last -- I am out of Newcastle Hoho!!!!!!!!

Datin I want to go to GUA NIAH TOO!!! I AM SO JEALOUS.

PS: Anyone want to go to KOREA this Early SEPT? *:PP*

My summer

I love that BLUE or whatever blue you want to call it. Lydia will buy that for me!
Didn't we look so HOT!!!?????
Do not bother that damn tag -- the important thing is I look damn CUTE

Me and Razan before playing football, Perth, Scotland
US again
Me
I love this one TOO!!!! :)

Hello everyone, how are you all today?

I am very fine here. I have not been going anywhere far yet. So far I only been to Perth, Scotland and right now in Cardiff, Wales.

Guess it is my 3rd day here -- I enjoyed my time just being with Lydia. Though, I miss Seng so much right now. To be honest I can't describe it in words at all... Sigh. Just too much for me to handle this time... I hope I will be ok sooner, I am improving & close enough to move on.

Anyways, today... Lydia and me went out, the day was so lovely. Sunny. I love Cardiff! First of, we went to the University & oh my god, it is a really nice interior design, and the outside is just damn posh! Goodness, I am jealous... Going to take some of the picture sooner :)

Then we went to the City Centre... Let me see what did we do... Erm, we went to Primark and try all those tees and dresses. yup it is all in the pictures! It was fun, of course I did not get anything. However I was tempted to buy the skirt... Should I?

Then we went to New Look, god I love these type of shops! Shoes, tees -- so damn marvellous! We tried some shoes, slippers and some accessories. Pictures itself tell you everything. We had fun -- well I had fun! haha

Oh yes then we also go to Ann Summers and Millies and hmmm... Whittard. Then we decided to get some food from TESCO. On the way back we were walking and there was time where we have to go across the road. Lydia just went off, so I followed her from behind coz I saw the car stopped. And suddenly there was a car with couple of aged guys in it said "Didn't you see the light is RED? You IDIOT!" I Got called IDIOT for some damn stupid reason! He is the who should stop not me, whatever you jerk!

Verdict says: My day was not bad so far. I am enjoying it but I miss him always, every second of my life. More updates sooner.


PS: Lydia and me is planning to go to Korea this early September -- if anyone is interested please tell me earlier. Korea, I will come one day! Kiss XX


Love,
Bebs.C

for him

Ladies and gentlemen

After all of the tears and sadness I have been through for 5 days now -- I am feeling better now and Looking forward for my adventure!!

Yes I still miss him a lot, he meant the world to me... But the country is damn weird so girls and boys... if you think South Korea is that cool, do not think just one side of the story. :) One day I'll be there just to see him again... From now on I have to be prepared what the other 2 years of my life going to be for next term. No Seng and NO Gaelle... therefore Erin and me have to be there for each other now. Though she like to snatch my food *sigh* that is just her... She is kind but a food snatcher... Hahaha!! Sorry Erin!

Yea!!! I am going to go to Scotland or Scottie as Razan called it... :P I am really excited though people told me there is nothing much in Perth. I was like so? I want to see Alip!!!! Miss him!! God I miss a lot of people and thank you for the increase in allowance. Now I can go and have some fun!! WoooooHooooo!!!

My first sister is going to be in UK too -- So I am excited to see Bazillah and Mirul!!! Yes now I am in the mood of excitement to see these people!

Lydia you are next! I have loads of things to TELL and "SHARE" with you! Cannot wait! Alum ku pasang engine arah luggage ku, tunggu ku arah si alip lu. hahahaha

Talk to you guys soon

8th June 2008 -- he left

God knows how hard to actually see him gone for 2 years. Just think not being with me for two years. He the one who always take care of me when I am sick, in need, a shoulder to cry on, tolerating with my tantrums. He is my everything. To see him go to day make me felt so devastated and destroyed. He has to go for a valid reason. I do know this would happen but not this soon.

Erin and me sent him to the airport today, had my last Starbucks Dulche de Leche with him. He said "What do you want to drink? I pay for ya..." -- me "Dulche de Leche!"-- him "Again?" -- Me "I like it!" -- him "OK!" Yeah he is so sweet and not to say quite territorial. No I don't hate him acting like that, beside I felt wanted and I love him for being that way :)

Honestly -- I did not talk that much with him. It just made me cry all the time in the airport.... So we just hang at the outside of the airport and just hug! He said he did not want to go -- that actually makes me feel damn sad. As if we are forced to be separated or something. Love is really blind -- isn't it.

Yup -- hug him when he went to the departure hall. That was the time I really broke down with tears up till now I am still crying. Thinking my days won't be as much as fun when he is around me. Waking up the mornings won't be as excited as to see him for breakfast. Watching friends won't be that funny anymore. He just left a trace of him all around me. I miss that now. Tomorrow every thing will be so different without Seng in my life. God-- please give me strength for this one. I might not be able to sleep tonight. So you guys -- I would appreciate you all do not ask about him for the time being till I get use to it.

I am sure that you all know how hard to let go someone that you love so much AND not coming back for next 2 years of school term. For the sake of seeing him, I'll study very hard and save more money to see him in Seoul during his army holidays.

Seng Hwan Cho, I love you so much. You are always miss here and everywhere I go!

DATIN HELEP ME

Datin Nunong!! Boleh you check kan harga LG Viewty Purple?

Message saya mun sudah you ada terjumpa price nya. Model KU990. Can you please tell me what happen dangan telefon si atan ka? Akudangar kana ambil? Oleh sapa? Aku kan bali this new hp and sell all the other phones yg ku ada next year.. Iski ku ne kan bali hp ani. bah gtau aku ah. Aku menunggu ni.

Also I think I might be going to Scotland arah si Alip sebelum ku arah si lydia. pasal hall ku atu wa kana suruh berambus 15th june! 14th june ku kali arah ia mun ia mau menerima aku jua tu. Beb (alip) sudi kah ko menerima kazen mu yg homeless ani? (buat muka sepoen ku ne!)

In my eyes

Hey everybody... I have packed 3 eighth of my things. To be honest -- this is not the best feelings ever. Seng is leaving to Korea on the 8th June 2008. Yes, I did cry a lot but I have to let him go. Both of us will just see how this relationship will go. We both knew that we cannot go against fate, if we are meant to be together -- nothing will stop us.

As for Gaelle -- she is really happy knowing that she'll move from Henderson Hell on 13th June 08. I will miss her too, I really do not know who I'll talk about my problems and calm me down. She always make me laugh, and think positive. Not to forget she always motivate me and be GRATEFUL all the time :)

My room is now quite empty -- just how it was when I first came here. My bro knew that I was damn sad when I entered the room for the first time. I almost cried -- I did. Went to the accommodation office and asked if there is any possibilities to actually move closer to the Uni or City centre. That did not happen -- so that's when I start my UK life in Henderson Hell. Was lonely and sad, crying every night thinking what the hell am I into.... But I am so grateful that I met Erin with her green mask on during fire alarm practise and met Gaelle (we both have no idea how we got so close!!!) -- of course Seng (my heart) met at Uni and lived in Henderson Hell :) Yup only 3 great people in this place. There are couple more but I am not that close with them coz... we just don't click!

I will post my room picture after I packed everything. Then you guys can picture how empty I feel right now. Wasting money might not be the best way to actually make myself happy -- but at least I feel better (girls do you agree?)..

Datin I am glad to know that they are coming to UK soon. I got surprises for Bazillah and Amirul!!!! I hope they will like it. Datin I hope to see you soon. I miss Nurul and Atan, how are they? Yes.... Sedih ku banar-banar masa ani, but jgn ingau aku arah Lydia nda batah lagi 17th June and arah Aming 25th June lapas atu kami akan jalan2 round Europe. europe trip kami. Tahun dapan jumpa ah, and hope your rumah pun siap sudah. Please kirim kan salam arah mama and bapa. To Bapa "happy advance (awal) father's day, sorry nada hadiah, doakan aku dapat first class tahun dapan so aku dapa balikan ia kerita Mercedes Benz dengan driver sekali! Love and miss you a lot"

Miz alum g aku and Lydia think where we are going -- France in September but for the rest of our summer holidays am not sure yet.

I better get back packing my things and sort everything out. Talk to you all soon ;)

Freedom

Yes today is my last exam (by thhe post has been posted it should be yesterday!) Well the point is, I do think it was not a hard paper but I got the concept all wrong and I am pretty sure that I got it wrong too. However, I really hope when he mark it he will be a bit symphatising on my essays. Eco MCQs was the only thing I can hope for now to push my marks up. I seriously do not mind getting 40% overall for Eco.

Anyways, Management provisional result has been out, sadly in total I only got 56%, I did expect to get better than this. I am going to see my lecturer this 6th June for personal feedback. Finger cross he'll not bitch about anything. I am really sure I can pass the whole modules with exams apart from Eco.. I do not want my holiday with Lydia to be disturbed with resit! Other modules without exams atu, tawakal saja lah......

Datin awu I want to get the phone if aku hantar hp ku arah si atan. Ku dangar hp nya kana ambil. Apa hal? Boleh you becerita sedikit arah comment? dapat jua you type panjang2...

Miz awu freedom ku today -- you inda resit for the papers?? Well I am not that happy pulang abis exam ah until aku tau result ku. :( Whatever lah, janji pass atu ja yg ku harap kan....

More from me sooner before I leave Newcastle for my Europe Summer holiday!!